snow days and hot chocolate.

affirmation: i am a child of the universe.
mood: comfy.
gratitude: i am grateful to have such a resilient body.

things i love about the snow:
1] how it looks like glitter in the light of the street lamps.
2] how much quieter it is outside.
3] how it makes the world look like a fairytale.
4] snow angels.
5] snow days!

today has been a good productive day actually. all my classes were cancelled so i had an extended coffee hour this morning before sitting down to start the paper i have been stressin out over for the past week. mmmm the coffee was delicious :)
i have had two days symptom free and i am so proud of myself. {i'm not going to keep count tho so if i slip i dont fall} its been such an incredible struggle tho...my body had gotten used to getting rid of everything after id eaten it...sooooo...yeah about that...yesterday i went for a walk to keep myself out of the bathroom even tho i was in so much pain. it helped tho to get some cool crisp winter air...and some pepto haha right now i'm still feeling really really full from dinner so i'm distracting myself by blogging...blog blog blog, blah blah blah. i did throw myself a mini dinner party tonight and made one of my favorite fancy meals for myself. it was wonderful...yes i'm feeling guilty for letting myself enjoy a meal and for being mindful and present for a meal...it was a new sensation...but it was WONDERFUL, and balanced and followed my meal plan. its ok...its better than ok.

today was a good day, yesterday was a good day. nothing spectacular happened...well i didnt use symptoms which is pretty spectacular! i need to remember these good feelings to help me get through these awful times.

on another good note...tomorrow is...another...SNOW DAY

i think i'll make some hot chocolate <3