change by tracy chapman is an awesome song.

affirmation: i can and will do this.
mood: anxious.
gratitude: i'm grateful for taxis at 3am.

five favorite smells:
1| the smell before and after it rains.
2| the smell of coffee in the morning.
3| the smell of freshly mown grass.
4| lavender.
5| old library books.

so therapy and nutrition has been going really well. made a plan in nutrition to help get rid of those ""just because" purges: every 7-10 days purge free (doesnt have to be consecutive) i'm going to reward myself with some self-care like a massage, manicure, pedicure and after 30 days purge free i'm going to make a trip to massachusetts or nyc to visit friends! sounds like pretty good motivation to me! my therapist gave me some homework too...i need to think about how my life would be if one day i woke up and i just couldnt purge anymore...i dont even know...at first when she asked me that i just got really anxious.

random bit of info. i am pretty sure that i want to move to north carolina or georgia with my sister. i need another change. i really actually dont like it here at all. i dont like living right in the city, it makes me paranoid with all the sirens and crime. its too busy and the cost of living is way too high. i dont like drexel at all. i guess i'm not a city girl...more of a burbs kinda girl. i like living near a city, but not in one. if we move then we'll live outside atlanta, but not in the city, go to a suburban state school and live in a bright apartment near campus. it would be safer, quieter, cheaper, cozier...and in the south! i've been obsessed with the south lately...i need another change too ya know?

well not really much to report...well actually lots...but thats more for a sleepover haha.

peace.